uploading 9:46 to the scratchpad

i'm going to be playing with the mix for a while, but i've got a temp mix of the first 6:40 uploading to the scratchpad. i'm actually happy this is finally coming together, of all the lost tracks this was one i always wanted to really polish up....

second section is basically done, but i want to sleep on it. it ended up polyrhythmic....

it's not really that i'm irresponsible.

i mean, i am. i can't really argue.

but it's really more that i avoid responsibility, so i don't have to be irresponsible - partly because i know i'm really not overly irresponsible, when forced to not be.

i mean, have you thought about all the conditioning that goes into this? if people actually desired responsibility, we wouldn't need to drill it into kids as they grow up. it's a type of socially enforced brainwashing, and it's arguably necessary to uphold the status quo.

but, if you don't like the status quo, it's collapse is not frightening to you and these arguments about the breakdown of society sound more like a goal than a disaster.

so, if you acknowledge that people don't really desire responsibilities, is it not rational to avoid them?