update: the symphony of psilocybin-induced madness just posted to july 23, 2014.
Monday, January 16, 2017
so, how am i feeling?
a lot better. really.
i think i'm realizing that my liver is back at close to full strength after what might have been a worse situation than i really realized. the jaundice is fading, and i have more energy. but, the hormones are also working better. my stool is looking more healthy. the coffee seems to be actually working. and i'm legitimately hungry for the first time in quite a while.
i guess you don't really miss your liver until it's gone, right? trust me: you definitely want a liver. it gives you life, man. short for life-giver, really? we all know this abstractly, but actually feeling it start to go and then come back is...
well, i'm glad it's back. and, hopefully, this translates into working through the rest of this more quickly.
as i'm working through the journal, i'm realizing that the final update over 2001-2003 is going to be more profound than i realized. 1999-2000 will have minimal mods. but, some of the eps from 2001 are going to be very dramatically expanded.
i'm just approaching this with a different perspective. my concern on the first run through was listenability; i was being a lot more selective. but, i've since introduced the idea of the download-only track. i've constructed double ep singles, and hybrid physical/download double ep singles. so, much of what i buried is going to climb out of the grave.
beware of the oncoming zombie apocalypse, i guess? well, at least it will sound fucking great - i can promise you that. if you're going to have your brains eaten out anyways, you'd might as well enjoy it, right?
the oppression of logic can actually be remarkably satisfying.
i'm being silly. but that's actually a good sign. coffee's working. liver's working. life is good.
a lot better. really.
i think i'm realizing that my liver is back at close to full strength after what might have been a worse situation than i really realized. the jaundice is fading, and i have more energy. but, the hormones are also working better. my stool is looking more healthy. the coffee seems to be actually working. and i'm legitimately hungry for the first time in quite a while.
i guess you don't really miss your liver until it's gone, right? trust me: you definitely want a liver. it gives you life, man. short for life-giver, really? we all know this abstractly, but actually feeling it start to go and then come back is...
well, i'm glad it's back. and, hopefully, this translates into working through the rest of this more quickly.
as i'm working through the journal, i'm realizing that the final update over 2001-2003 is going to be more profound than i realized. 1999-2000 will have minimal mods. but, some of the eps from 2001 are going to be very dramatically expanded.
i'm just approaching this with a different perspective. my concern on the first run through was listenability; i was being a lot more selective. but, i've since introduced the idea of the download-only track. i've constructed double ep singles, and hybrid physical/download double ep singles. so, much of what i buried is going to climb out of the grave.
beware of the oncoming zombie apocalypse, i guess? well, at least it will sound fucking great - i can promise you that. if you're going to have your brains eaten out anyways, you'd might as well enjoy it, right?
the oppression of logic can actually be remarkably satisfying.
i'm being silly. but that's actually a good sign. coffee's working. liver's working. life is good.
just an update: i just posted the time machine, published to july 21, 2014.
i'm very, very far behind schedule.
i've been very tired, but i'm feeling beter.
i've decided i have to have a zero (new) ranting policy until i get this worked out. so, i should hopefully be more productive, now.
that was sort of a hump, but it's pushing into something else that's going to be post-heavy, too. just have to keep plugging...
i'm very, very far behind schedule.
i've been very tired, but i'm feeling beter.
i've decided i have to have a zero (new) ranting policy until i get this worked out. so, i should hopefully be more productive, now.
that was sort of a hump, but it's pushing into something else that's going to be post-heavy, too. just have to keep plugging...
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